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2009-10-27T09:42:00.003+08:00

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Thank You.

love,
ME (:

i've moved (:

2008-04-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

I've moved.

ask me for my new URL.

thank you (:

toodles
xoxo

Orientation 2008 !

2008-04-01T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hello again !!!!

if ure wondering where ive been,
ive been busy
with school stuff.
heeee (:

im still alive and kicking dude!

ah btw, i want to thank my parents and my aunties n uncle for supporting and caring for me.
for my parents who have spent alot just to make me school
and aunty effa, for settle the lappy thingy.
i appreciate it alot.
insyallah, i'll do good and i wont let everyone down.

boyfy is being supporting enough
and making me more excited for school, somehow.
heee :))

and yes, you have to be an angel if you want me to you know what.
hahah
:D

tmr having orientation !
somehow, excited but darn sleepy right now.
hahah
9 must be there.

and boyfy is nice enough to send me to my class.
heee.
save me trouble finding the class.

i think i gtg now.
update more soon.
mum nag, ask me to sleep
grrr.

toodles
xoxo

ps: ill be moving soon (:

in Kuala Lumpur (:

2008-03-27T16:51:00.002+08:00

Hey yo !

currently im in cyber cafe, ;like duh
and gonna be home by tomorrow.
heeee (:

mom said so.
cause i got in !!!!!!

woohooo !
i mean i got in !
haha.

im so euphoric, extremely.
i mean, its so unbelievable.

thx boyfy f or that particular post.
and thx to those out there who help me.
heeee ((:

hah,
boyfy is the happiext man on earth, i think :DD

tmr haveta go to the school for verification, i think.
and enrollment in on 31st march to 1st april.
im so excited.
cannot wait to be back in singapore.
heeee.

ah well, today is a lucky day.
beside this happy news,

HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY DINIE FARIS ((:

woah.
this is like totally pure bless la.
haha.

boyfy, i hope we can go through every obstacles in our life aites.
no matter what happens, i always love you

and thank you for being the greatest boyfriend ever <3

well, there's more !,

Happy 18th Birthday Dearest Farain !!!!

welcome to the legalhood.
heee (:
i heard you're sick, from yaya.
please get well soon ok.

there's a lil something for you
something small.
but i hope you like it.

meet up soon aites,
i miss you already (':

have a nice birthday treat ok (:

woah,
three things happen on a very same day.
it have been a blast la.
heee.

thank you allah,
for everything.
im very fortunate.
you still listen to my prayers, im very grateful (:

alrite now, i got to go.

see you all soon !

toodles
xoxo

5th day...i heard its tmr!...but im not sure gotta check everyday!

2008-03-26T22:36:00.008+08:00

today i went dance after a long time. hahh XD
hmm i feel that my job now is...

1st priority - pray
2nd priority - studying
3rd '' - dancing
4th '' - karate
5th - soccer
6th - badminton.

i think that these are my main events when my sch reopens. yup.
n syg, i miss u banget dech. i tried to call you but i think that u put it to silent mode again. *as u said so*

hahah hmm so now. syg. i think the dae results is tmr. coz i heard it from my cousin that her friend too is taking dae at RP. and i heard its tmr. so syg. pray hard k..

anyone of u out there, plssss plsss please.... i beg you...
pray for her to pass the dae and so she could be studying here. i shall pray to god to reward you all hansomely and beautifully with all the needs and wants that u are wishing for. insyaallah. amin =) if you pray just once also that would be very kind of you and you will be heard from god himself and you will have a good life ahead =) allah will bless you with all the kindness that you deserve.. thank you. amin.

sincerely, dearest dF.

4th day...first drawing!

2008-03-25T21:53:00.003+08:00

yesss! ive finihed my first drawing! hahah XD

approx 5 mins ago. haha
and now i wana start to draw another one.
but currently have no inspiration or ideas.
so hmm waiting for my gf to message me.
shes watching this show called "partition"..
i wonder what show it is..

hmm olryte. today i went out with rasul. ad we both went to tampines mall and loyang sec. thats ol for today.
chaioz!

ps : i still miss her like the first day she went there =''((

3rd day...wahh..it feels like 300000000 years

2008-03-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

time: time to sleep! hehe while waiting wat to msg you. haha 1154 pm
date: 24 march 08

syg. its ok.
if u didnt get wat u want.
u will still have a very bright future ahead k darl. mwaahhz! =)

i will always love you no matter wat. =j

2008-03-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

time: 1141 pm
date: 23 march 08

today she's at her aunt's.
only she knows how i feel
hahahah XD

hmm ok now im gonna continue to watch the show im watching just now,
before i went out with family to eat at KFC. the show is 'flawless'. its about this woman steal a 168 carrot diamond, caught but got away. i don't know how to explain.. duh
i have not yet finished watching.
hahah
ok got to go. =)

missing my love lots. =( hate it when shes away. but she's with her family. exceptional. hahaha XD
ok chaioz!
*she's been loved lots*
mwaahhzz!

2nd day...=S..

2008-03-23T16:20:00.003+08:00

time: 520 pm
date: 23 march 08, sunday

hey hey. its me again.
hmm i've been sick and now, sore throat.
i wonder what's next.

i just finished watching Formula one at Malaysia. (but in television of cause)
haha
i want to start drawing something but currently have no ideas.
yesterday was my family's karaoke session. till late evening at around 12 or 1 am.

it was fun and hilarious.
and it reminds me of the chalet with Ferra's family.
but i tell you her family can sing. don't play play. haha
hmm

thn send her to sleep. but it was short tho. must learn how to save =)
hahah and now while doing nothing, i think i'm gonna message her while watching a movie.
i mean, DVD. yup.

ok cherios!
chaioz!
ehhh.. wait..
tomorrow im going to play soccer s gotta save e energy and stamina. haizzz.. she is my sole motivation man.. =(. i really want her here. hmm

ok chaioz!

first day w/o....can i survive? haha.. never tot of dat..

2008-03-22T16:46:00.001+08:00

time: 415 pm
date: 22nd march '08, saturday

ermm helo im sick now. hehe
she asked me to blog tho.
haiyo haha
btw syg how r u there? i hope ur duin fine.
its raining now.
hmm n i havent eat yet.
im wearing winter gloves n typing haha feel soo cool man.
XD
hmm imm missing you alot lot. hope u will come back as soon

as possible.
btw ytd i cant slp. till 5 or 6 man. adoi. not dat i didnt

wANT TO BUT I CANT. hahah hmm
wah rains getting heavier.
ok, back to ytd, hmm honestly it ease me aloot when i

browse thru ur pics in my fone haha. XD

anyways im gona eat nw. but nt in a great appetite tho.

haiz..i tink ill juat eat pringles smoky bbq.sssssmoky~

haha hmm ok wanna watch CJ7...
ok. waiting for ur msg.
chaioz!

*~listening to song~*

Cranberries - i miss you when you're gone

enough said.

2008-03-15T02:17:00.003+08:00

Time: 2:19am
Location: aunty effa's dining table

what im doing here?
i cant sleep
plus im having video call in msn with boyfy.

and now hes asking me to play games
which i really dont like.
urrgh.
it gets me irritated playing games.

anyhoos,
i haveta wake up early to send granny to clinic for check up or something
while i also have to wait for bro to reach now.
what is taking him so long man????!!!

raaaah.

enough said.

goodnight yaw !

toodles
xoxo

anatha edit of her..nice? =D

2008-03-15T01:36:00.002+08:00

hey its me again..
notice im jus e pic kinda person
hahaha XD

home sweet home.

2008-03-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

im home.
well, i miss home but at the same time
i miss arian danish's laughter and cheeckyness.
heeee (:

ah wells.
who wouldnt miss that cute lil boy.
heh

actually i got nothing to blog.
well i thought of something yesterday,
but i cant barely remember every single thing.
but i know i did wrote in my personal diary.

rajin aku :PPPPP

oh wait,
MY THROAT IS KILLING ME LIKE HELLLLLL !!!!!!!!!!
urgh.
its really hard for me to even swallow my saliva
and i have to lift up my throat just to let the saliva flush down the throat

hurhur -____-

ah yes,
i wanna say this
boyfy, i love you more each day.
heh (:

you know what i mean.
heheh (:

i better get going.

location: aunty shida's crib.

toodles
xoxo

helooo edits! im baaacckk!

2008-03-13T00:24:00.006+08:00

done by e one n only,

dF
a.K.a
(dinie faris)
=)

Esplanade once again ((:

2008-03-10T21:58:00.006+08:00

10 march 2008

Esplanade Library with boyfriend:

we went to esplanade library to find blogskins

as we decided to share our blog.

we plan to do that

but after sometime,

we got very hungry

so boyfy decided to head to the rooftop to had our lunch there

though we on our budget day

i still love every moment with him.

he brought lunch pack along.

while i only eat.

haha

we had hotdog bun, cheese bread and raspberry plus chees home-made biscuit.

mayb ppl would think its not romantic or watever

but i dont care.

we're still cute as ever.

every stuff we do will forever be lovely,to me.

hehe.

and dear, i appreciate it lots.

haha.

at least u didnt make me starve

lol :DD

after tat, we head to marina square to walk around.

just window-shop.

but somehow, i refused to go into many shops cause i will be extremely paranoid.

haha.

so then for early dinner

but boyfy said thats late lunch and the lunch i said was our breakfast.

hehe.

we had one plate of nasi lemak with popiah basah at the foodcourt.

then we had our fruits and we share on cup of apple juice.

hehehe.

tgh broke la katekan

heeeeee ((:

its ok though.

i dont think its a waste.

oh and besides,

we went to arcade to play PUZZLE BUBBLE !!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA.

I WAS SO HYPED

BUT WHEN I LOST,

ONLY BOYFY KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED ))':

I WANT TO PLAY AGAIN.

RAAAH.

YOU, LETS GO ARCADE AGAIN TO PLAY PUZZLE BUBBLE !!

we usually went to causeway arcade to play the picture thingy.

idk whats it is call

but its fun la.

finding the missing pics.

hehe.

all couples should go and try

dont just only know how to kiss and shop and anything like tat

its not healthy

playing games are healthy !

hahaha.

i think im having brain damage.

everything tebalik.

hahaha.

ok, enjoy the pics alrite (:

hhahaha stoink face!! hahaha XD
DONT MIND THIS PICS,

BOYFY TRYING TO FIND FAULT WITH ME

GRRRRRRRR ;XX

this was taken few days before.

saw the hotdog bun without the hotdog in his mouth? dont mind the stupid face. lol :D
and the babat . heh ((:
our nerdy love (:
lol :D
HIS LATE LUNCH, MY EARLY BREAKFAST
THE BUDGET MEAL :p
I CAMWHORE USING HIS HP WHILE HIS EATING (:
THATS THE COST WHEN YOU DIDNT LAYAN ME. HEH HEH

ferra love kiwi !!

i love kiwi !!

we both love kiwi !!

THERE I CAMWHORE LAGI.

GOING BACK TIME..

I DRAGGED MY FEET LAAAAAA ........

HAPPY PLUS I-DONT-WANNA-GO-HOME FEELING -____-

OK DAH !

ps: we are the nerdies by day , lovers by night (:

toodles

xoxo

ps: i miss you

2008-03-09T12:57:00.003+08:00

. just when i thought when we will be meeting again.

hello again !

to be honest, i was hyped

while chatting with my ex sec sch fren

my sec 1 classmate, shafiq.

heh (:

and when my bestie came online

i was even more hyper.

haha

there was so much to talk but i have not much time.

I MISS YOU LA BELO !

anw, boyfy went online

but

his connection being very very irritating.

SCREW PASIR RIS CONNECTION PLEASE :X

raaaah.

things just slipped out of my mind as i want to blog.

tsk.

nvm.

oh btw, i want alot of things.

clothes specially.

and prolly goin back later.

ah ! its raining.

just as i thought.

done now.

ps: blogger is pissing me off -___-

toodles

xoxo

exhausted -__-

2008-03-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

Three birthday parties at one go

and

IM ALREADY EXHAUSTED.

i dont wish to blog alot.

oh, my tagboards is full of

errr, i dont know how to call it either.

sorry, but i think th damage uve done is not forgiven

if thats wat ure asking for.

u tell me who the hell are you

then i'll prolly consider about it.

dear boyfy, i know ure good.

i know u dont want any other arguments

but let me tell everyone this.

im a girl with dignity and i wont let ppl step on me.

the damaged uve done is unforgiven.

i learn alot from my past,

being nice to ppl wont do any good cause they hurt me more in future.

i dont know what harm ive caused you

but so just you know,

i will never forget this.

you humuliate me and dinie faris.

and thats something i wont bear to tolerate.

i wont argue

but

just tell me who you are

if you really think ure sorry, u will surely tell

i promise i wont harm you

cause i never will harm anyone that have alrd hurt me.

but i'll simply walk away and go as far from you as possible

im so sure ure one of dinie's fren, mayb

cause i can see u know so much about him

and i think u have a big crush on him and uve been spying on him.

URGH, HOW IRRITATING CAN THIS BE

u came here to ruin my relationship.

next time u have to think million times before u ever wanna do it pls.

oh, and dont ever do that to other people.

im sure they can never ever forgive u whatsmore look at u.

mind that

im off now.

toodles

xoxo

silly (:

2008-03-07T23:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO AGAIN !
(:

im now at aunty effa's crib.
sleeping over here for im-not-sure-how-many-days ...

but its fine cause i can watch dvds !!
oh. i love DVDS !!!!!!!!
raaaaaah ;DDD

anw, pls dont bother the someone.
he/she is really really really sick in the mind.
and i mean REALLY and TRULLY !
hahaha.

hmph.
i so cnnt wait for DAE results.
please except me, promise i'll do good.
hehe..

actually i got nothing to blog but just feel like it uh
talk crap still consider bloggin kan?
hehe

oh yea, 22 and 23 i think,
suhailah's will be having bbq chalet.
not sure if i can come girlfriend,
cause my family maybe goin over to KL.

btw, can ppl dont talk abt sch pls?
it kinda spoil my day.
heh -___-

sigh.
i think i gtg now
nothing more to say

gdnite all.

sorry 'someone' to make u pissed !
haha.
u FUGLY LOSER.
heh :DDD

toodles
xoxo

Danceworks 08 !

2008-03-02T13:17:00.002+08:00

OLA LA LA !

ytd went to dancework with the boyfy.
watched his hip hop frens groove.
and they dance pretty well.

on top of that,
im suprised to see many faces that i know.
be it my cheer mates dance and some other people.
heh (:

i saw few old frens too.
heee (:
i think this kind of places where we can meet up our long lost buds ...

anw, im kinda bored thats why, this enty sounds boring.
seriously, i miss home.
and all i want now is to go home.

besides, i wonder why some people are not happy with me.
there's always someone who cares so much abt my life.
tskkk.

pathetic eh?
nvm, im lazy to entertain losers uh.

im fine if u wanna say im fat,
i guess i dont bother anymore?
hah :D

i think u guys have a hard time trying to demorolised me.
cause i wont be and never be.

heh (:

i think thats all.
have a nice sunday all

ps: im so not used on having a family day on this day. grrrr.

toodles
xoxo

Hello AGAIN !

2008-02-29T21:58:00.001+08:00

hello yellow silly bello !

im back .

and now, goin back home.

teeheee (:

can't wait to be home.

my bed, my room, my stuff.

ahhh.

so comforting......

anw,

tmr will be goin for DANCEWORK !

prolly with boyfy, yati and idk who else.

heee (:

i hope it will be fun.

and finally i can ransack my wardrobe again !

haha.

it feel so long ever since i've look through my wardrobe thinking what to wear everytime i go out.

heeeee :D

im just bored now.

ok not really

cause my relatives here,

and making jokes out of my atuk cause of what he wants to eat.

IT WAS HILARIOUS !

:PPPPP

hmph,

i think im gonna sign off now.

cannot wait to go home (:

have a NICE day tomorrow , people.

toodles

xoxo

cycle = kill my butts !

2008-02-29T12:58:00.003+08:00

cycling kills me like totally !

since ytd ive been cycling.

sending mira to school and fetch her.

and my ass are burning.

and i have to send her again just now.

raaaaaaaaaaaah.

it was a rocky journey actually.

i really cannot tahan,

then went i wanna go up the slope,

i asked her to get off from the bike cause i really cannot cycle anymore.

hahaha.

and knw what she said?

" Asal abg dinie tak dtg, boleh die hantar mira g skola"

then i said,

" asal awak nk die hantar awak?"

and she said

" sebab kakak baby tak tau bawak basikal"

tsssskkk.

she didnt know, i keep on panting trying to balance the bike

while my ass are hurts.

raaaaah !!!

im not gonna fetch her already !

hahahaha :DDD

anyway, tmr danceworks.

my cheermates are perfoming, thought of goin but not sure with who.

boyfy prolly goin but i think with his hip-hop mates.

i dont think i wanna follow la,

kinda annoying.

hahaha.

hmph !

mayb goin with my other cheermates,

but not sure la how.

currently im having curfew

and

i feel more like being grounded.

i cant barely go out and home late again

since im staying at my aunty's place for the time being

cause mum looking after my atuk.

sighhhh.

im gonna try my luck tmr la.

pls let me go out.

ah, and later kak ju ask me to follow her go tampines mall.

to buy her bikini.

hmph....

alrite then,

i wanna have lunch now.

ps: boyfy is totally busy today, and im bored. )):

toodles

xoxo

PICS for previous post (:

2008-02-29T10:12:00.068+08:00

Dear boyfy,

thank you for being so hardworking and upload all the 65 pics.

hahaha.

now let the pics do its talking (:

endofstory.

ps: pardon all the ugly shots. :D

beside a big tree with ugly birds (:

2008-02-27T21:05:00.003+08:00

Today is our 7thMonthsary !

Happy 7th Monthsary hor Giler !
hehehehe

we took lotsa pics.
but he'll upload for me, i dont know when.
just take ur time k love, i know ure not well (:

the day has been fine and everything
except that his having a gastric.
so im kinda worried, actually.

i followed him to his driving class,
then we went to Pasir Ris park
to just sit and relax.

we talked about stuff and
we were laughing our ass off as we talk about how shy we were when we first met
and our first date was at DOWNTOWN EAST !

what an unglamorous place to be !
but, it was cute la.
that was when i was just 16?!
with all his frens, MALU LA AKU !!!! :PPP
and now 18 !
ok not yet, but SOOOONNNN ! hahahah :DDD
time flies huh? so fast kan? hehe

second date was at Pasir Ris Park !
haha.
that was when he start to hold my hands and how uncomfortable i felt.
haha.
and that was when we came out with the " dF " symbol when we figured out i was wearing that unbranded watch. heh (:
then come third date at Esplanade Library,
heheheheh :DDD
kononye blaja la, tp bebual lagi byk. :DDD

it was funny la.
how cute and immature we were way back then.
and how shy i was, ehem !
LOL :DDD

i love those moments,
and dear
of course i will remember each and every part of it
though we went on our separate ways for awhile.

until i was back in Singapore from Dubai
that was when i was in sec 5 that we start to contact each other again.
and im really happy that since then till now and till ever, hopefully.
we'll be this way (:

i hope we stay together like this
even though, if i have to go else where (:

no matter how far we are,
you will always be in my heart.
and no matter how hard we try to contact each other,
you will always be in mind.

thats a promise.
and i'll never want anyone beside you.
heeee (:

[ i think im freaking everyone's out. yes i never talk like this before. haha. aku so mushy2 la now. my bestfriend will be showing the "ergghhhh" face if she reads this and now, she will smile widely !. hahahaha. i hope she still want to read my blog though (: ]

okok, i'll stop it aite especially Farain.
lol :D

so yea.
pics will be uploaded by my boyfriend.

i think thats all.
btw, i got the reply but still have to apply for DAE.

now, just let me go through this pleassee.
let me in laaaah !!!
raaaah !!!
just a sci fail by one grade, tootoot tititit ahhh dorang !
ok shut :X

ONE MORE MONTH TO MY BESTEREST BESTFRIEND BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA.
I LOVE YOU FARAIN PRETTY !!!!!!

and

HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY DINIE FARIS !
I LOVE YOU TO BITS & PIECES
AND THROUGH THICK AND THIN !

HAHAHAHA :DDDDDD

toodles
xoxo

Email sent !

2008-02-26T19:09:00.002+08:00

Email Sent !

Now, waiting for HIS reply.

AM excited !

Please give a Positive Reply!

Raaaah !!!!!!!!!!

ok, SHUT FERRA ! :X

now, pray for me ok????

thank you. thank you. thank you ((:

oh ! cramps sucks BIG time lah !

toodles

xoxo

):

2008-02-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

Today everything is not as well as expected

im utterly dissapointed, stress, sad

and

all kind of emotions are mixed together.

i hate this feeling

and

i hate to see my bf in tat condition.

sigh.

i think im gonna have a gdnite sleep

and hoping tmr will be a better day, which i reckon.

gdnite all.

toodles

xoxo

Back to Hometown !!!

2008-02-24T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hello readers !!!!!

im home from malaysia.

my atuk fell sick.

and it sadden me alot.

get well soon ok atuk !

we all pray for you.

and alhamdulilah, he's getting better now (:

and on the other side,

my atuk is in spore

so that all of my relatives can take care of him.

im so proud of my mother,

its hard to explain.

but i think she's best of the best.

she's my MENTOR (:

ah ! after 3 days 2 nights there,

i got mosquito bites all over my body.

but

on the brighter side,

boyfy send me a warm welcome sms.

hehehe.

i love him

and

yes miss him alot, sure thing.

currently im at my auntie place and

will be fetching my bro from canada later.

i sure cant wait cause he got suprise for me.

teeeeheeee (:

hmph, till here then.

i cant wait for 28feb.

allah, only you i can seek help now.

just let me through this.

goodnite all.

and

Happy Monday Blues tomorrow !

hahahaha :DDD

toodles

xoxo

Badminton At Changi Airport Recreational Centre

2008-02-21T12:13:00.002+08:00

so i decided to follow boyfy to play badminton with his family at CARC.

since it is the first time im meeting them, haveta be a lil tidy and nice, you know what i mean.

heeee (:

it was hilarious.

me and boyfy kept quiet most of the time

pretending to be " FRIEND ", wat else.

haha :D

everything was fine la.

we played like normal,

but it feels kinda odd cause i usually play with my family and we laugh alot.

but there, laugh a lil and more serious.

hahaha.

but then, i enjoyed myself.

meet new people and play with the good old folks.

heee.

those veterans.

hehe (:

and to be honest, boyfy played very well too.

no, im serious.

i hate to say this cause he sure smile wide apart when he read this,

but seriously,

he's good.

lol :D

we ended around 9 plus.

then his parents send us all.

me and two of his mom's friend.

before sending me home,

oh btw im at my aunt house at tamp.

is you're wondering.

heee

we went to have late dinner.

i was quite malu-malu kucing la.

and i finish the whole plate of rice.

cause infront of his parents rite.

i was damn full

and normally i gave my boyfy to finish up my meal.

but his mom asked him to finish hers.

my boyfy is sure a TONG.

hehe.

so the day end very well.

i chat quite alot with his mom, though.

haha.

so yea.

thats all.

haha.

and he cant believe thAT i met his parents alrdy.

such a gooof, he is.

now, im not sure to follow him to his driving class or not.

hmphh.

i wanna go home !!!

hahaha.

till here then, update more soon.

tkcr folks.

toodles

xoxo

ps: i love you

2008-02-19T23:01:00.009+08:00

Hola beloved blog-readers !
i just wanna update whats been happening since the valentines day.
and yea, i got pics that love suprised me on Monday, 11 feb.

so now the story goes like this......

11 February 2008

this was what love gave me and just to suprise me.
his own made bouquet of ferrero flower and his simple but sweet love card
and i love the PINK box, specially.
heeeee (:

thank you mr boyfriend.
i love you and noone can be as sweet as you.
:P

that's my cutesy boyfy with the gift.
i love you till the end, dear.

and he just know that i super love the PINK box which says
" I LOVE CHEERLEADING "
thank you HOR ! (:
teeeeheeee....

14 February 2008

Ps: I Love You is a must show to watch.
yes, i cried throughout cause her husband is super sweet.
i know this is typical for couples to watch movie and blabla.
but wth.

this is my best valentines suprise ever !
Dear, im seriously suprised though i kinda ruin your way to suprise me.
im so sorry but im still very suprised.
Thank You alot, u know ive been wanting to watch this show.
heeeee (:

Say hello to Betsy people, thats what i call her at least.
its a valentines gift from love (:

thats so tiny cute lil bear is CUTE !
hahaha.
thank you and next time one suprise is enough.

i dont like troubling you.
but, thanks alot.
you made my day though in the morning when we send my bro to canada, im kinda angry at him.
hahaha.

sorry dear (:

16 February 2008

we went to chingay with alan and gwen to watch my cousin farah and yati perform.
and alan, please dont be late again !
haha.

wondering whose alan?
he's boyfy best bud in hip hop.
and i think he's cool.
hehe (:

i know im FUGLY ! ):
and he still thinks im pretty.
hahaha :D

boyfy bought for me that light up kinda flower.
watever it is call.
and mom love it.
hahaha :D

his bapok smile make me love him more ((:

ah !! thats my two ladies.
Farah and Yati.
heeee (:

trust me, both were hyper active specially the younger one.
hahaha.

and girls, im glad you two had lots of fun !
teeeheee ((:

18 Febuary 2008

boyfy had driving class
and after that he joined me, second bro and mum
to play badminton at woodlands stadium.

its so tiring, im teling you
its been ages since i last played badminton
not counted when i play with first bro, zara and boyfy.
hahah.

but its good to know everyone enjoy themselves.
heeee (:

we just chill at home,
mum cooked mee hong kong.
and everyone just slack.

boyfy went home ard eight or nine plus, i think.
nothing much, but i love meeting my boyfy (:

19 February 2008

early in the morning, ive been woken up by the sms MOE send.
i didnt get into any poly.
im very upset that i show tantrum to boyfy.

even to mum,
i dont talk and just lie on my bed not wanting to eat.
and i got all cranky as i feel so useless, rejected and so stupid.

like usual, my boyfy is the victim.
but not once he ever mad at me back
and he just let me be alone.

im very sad and i mean really.
i went to RP with mum early in the morning, try to appeal.
but cant.

so im planning to try DAE.
hopefully i get that one.
if there is no other choice,
either i try MI, ITE or schooling in KL.

hopefully i got RP, since i really want RP.
hee (:

after tat, in the afternoon ard 4 plus,
boyfy came feeling so sad cause ive been treating him harshly
he just came here to lend me his lappy since my comp broke down.

when he reached at the gate, i was playing PSP.
at least, that cheer me up a lil.
seeing him look so dissapointed cause i actually asked him to go back when his on his way here alrdy.

he suprised me with my Favourite snack, Seaweed !!!!
hahaha.

and firstly, we kept quiet and he just looked at me playing psp,
until mum came out of her room then slowly we started talking.
nothing much though.....

but as time pass,
both played psp.
and he cheer me up somehow.

i really forget about my sadness .

meeting him will always cheer me up.
cause he never fail to crack his lame jokes.
and only when on the phone, i get so angry and cranky at him.

but after meeting him,
he never fail to put a smile on my face.
he knows how to make me happy and forget about all burdens im having.

and thats what makes me love him even more.
heeeee (:

i think i talk too much.
anw, he asked to follow him play badminton with his fam tmr.
grrrrrrr.
shld i or shld i not?

hahahha.

i think thats all.
goodnite people.

i update more aites.
boyfy keep on msging and calling.
haha.
i promised him i blog for awhile, but not it takes longer than half and hour.
hope his not mad.
hahaha.

toodles
xoxo

Happy Valentines Day (:

2008-02-14T00:10:00.004+08:00

Happy Valentines Day !
:D

boyfy suprised me with his home-made chocolate flower
and
some other chocolates which say
I LOVE CHEERLEADING !

not sure if its a valentines gift or watsoever, cause he gave me on monday
haha.
but, i dont care though.
as long as he love me, tats enough :P

heeee (:
currently cant post it cause at my aunt's place.
so, ill post them a.s.a.p

anw, thank you for suprising me.
and still
i love you (:

anyhoos,
tomorrow my first bro will be leaving to Canada at 930.
for judo competition.

Make Us Proud Dude !
heeeee (:

all i care is for him to arrive safely and return as one piece SAFELY !
hahaha.

aites then,
thats all for now.

have fun people.

once again,
Happy Valentines Day to everyone !!!! :DDDDD

ps: i havent make anything for boyfy's valentines gift. grrrrrrrrrr :/

toodles
xoxo

im good now (:

2008-02-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hey blog-readers,

i think im good now.
yea, i am.

just now was kinda emotionally hurt.
lol :D

but im fine now.
its okie.

i know they get something back in return sooner or later.
so yea.

i forgive everyone.
im serious,
no grudges towards anybody.

its ok if you want to hate me.
i swear, i dont give a damn anymore.

if u know any of my darkest secret,
just tag.
cause i no longer care about what the whole world gonna say about me.
heeeeeeeee ((:

but if u try to break my relationship with my boyfriend and bestfriend,
thats what i really cannot accept.
you'll have to face the consequences if you ever try to ruin them

and to those spammers,
STOP BUGGIN MY BOYFRIEND.
ITS SO ANNOYING
AND EVERYONE KNOWS I DONT SPEAK LIKE THAT
NEITHER AM I SO WORTHLESS LIKE THAT.

ASKING FOR A BREAK THROUGH TAGGING?
puhhh-leasee.
thats so not me okie.
wat a cheapo to her/him who said like that.
hah :P

oh and yes
I STILL LOVE FARAIN AND DINIE FARIS.

no worries.
no matter how hard you try, i still keep to my own .

sorry i cant love you like i love them.
wakakkaka.

and hey, keep tagging.
its so EXCITING !
boohoo !

have a great day people.
and
dearest Farain, mayb i hate you just now but i love you now and forever.
i forgive you.

and yes i forgive him too.

now, i wanna put everything behind and think of a brighter future.
heh (:

toodles
xoxo

............

2008-02-09T20:41:00.000+08:00

Within two days

ive been betrayed.

and the most happy part is that

ive been betrayed by someone i trust alot

and someone i love with all my heart.

truth just hurt.

yes, it hurts alot.

to those taggers,

thank you alot.

i know you're someone close to Farain.

and to someone, i dont know who are you

but thanks alot.

and also, if you choose to believe then be it.

mayb i hurt someone,

but i never been close before to Farain's girlfriends.

and thats all i know.

and i dont think i ever harm you.

if you think im speaking like an aussie, be it.

what i know i speak like how i talk.

and thats, that.

i dont care anymore about anything for now.

but

im truly upset.

who else should i trust now?

ive been betrayed for god knows how many times.

its okie,

for those spammer,

just say whatever you want to say.

its really hurtful.

it is.

i really dont know who should i turn to now

since the two person i trust alot

betrayed me.

its hard to imagine

but

its really happening.

i really need a break.

thanks alot for everything.

FRUSTRATED !!!!

2008-02-06T11:02:00.000+08:00

first thing im frustrated with some people
which i wont mention their name here
cause it will hurt.

i just dont understand some people.
they know how to borrow my stuff and wont return until i ask.
and when i borrow theirs,
they will go thousand miles to ask for it.

thats why i seriously dont like when some of them come to my house and borrow my stuff
its not that im being stingy,
but i treasure my things alot.
i hate when people borrow my stuff and when they return back, it will not be in good condition like how they borrow me.

my bag dirtied, my clothes torn and my slippers no longer in good shape.
i hate when this happen.
thats why i dont trust people who borrow my stuff.
they will not be responsible for it.

sorry to say,
but some even go to the extend and wear my undergarments.
they think i buy with what? sand is it?
and they can anyhow come my house and take them.

the most irritating part is when,
i borrow theirs within few days they will ask for their stuff back.
its so annoying.

and sometimes i refuse to return back their stuff is because,
most of my stuff are with them
and i wont return until they return mine.

i know this is not a good habit,
but if i were to always listen to them
i think my wardrobe will be lfet with few pieces of tees.
tskkk.

and i think my aunty effa will know how i feel.
right?

and now i can only turn to my parents n bro and also boyfy.
love is the most understand person ever.
and i thank him for lending me his ears.

im super frustrated.
and
im goin jb later for gathering.

oh , how i hate this :((

toodles
xoxo

update.

2008-02-05T20:24:00.000+08:00

UPDATE ON HOUSE CHORES:

1.TOILET BEEN WASHED !
2. DRESSING TABLE BEEN WIPED !
3. CLOTHES HANGED !
4. CHANGED NEW BEDSHEET !
5. FLOOR BEEN SWEPT !
6. KITCHEN CLEAN !
7. FURNITURE BEEN WIPED !

EVERYTHING ELSE DONE EXCEPT MOPPING THE FLOOR AND
WORST OF THE WORST CASE,
IS FOLDING THE CLOTHES !!!!!

OK, THE MOP PART, REMAIN SILENT
NOONE WILL KNOW
( WELL, NOW YES BUT NOT THEM )
SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :)

I HAVENT FOLD THE CLOTHES
AND
TRUST ME, ITS ALOT.

PLUS MY BRO JUST ADD IN ALL HIS FOLDED CLOTHES
AND I HAVE TO FOLD THEM AGAIN.

ARGHH !
WHY THEY ALWAYS GIVE ME HARD TIME UH?
ALAMAK.
NK KENA BETUL AH !!!

I DONT CARE.
MUM NAG, ITS OK.
IM TIRED.

AT LEAST LEFT WITH FOLDING CLOTHES ONLY.
I DONT CARE MUCH
TOMORROW PUN BOLEH BUAT LAH !

GRRRRR.

AND AND AND
GOIN JB LATER.
MEETING MY PARENTS THERE FOR LATE DINNER?
HAHA :

ANIWAE, GOOD THING
IM KINDA STARVING RIGHT NOW.
PFFFT ~

GOOD DAY FOLKS.

MR LOVE, I MISS YOU ALOT !
HAHAHA.

TOODLES
XOXO

missing mr love ):

2008-02-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

Its been two days eversince i last saw my boyfriend.
and
i think i wont be seeing him for this whole week.

cause tmr will be sleeping over at nenek's house in jb
and and and
i think im coming back on friday.

still, cannot meet him on the weekends.
grrrrr.
why we have to be so far apart?

he's in pasir ris, and im stuck in woodlands
and
we meet when he went to school.

since he on his ten weeks hols,
i dont think there will be any chance of meeting him at least two days a week???
sighhhhh -_____-

ytd talked to him on the phone
and yes,
besides having menses syndrome,
missing him cause me to have bad moods and show attitude at him for nothing.

i get all cranky and moody when im missing him.
and
i get angry at him for nothing.

even small things hurt me.
it really hurts but i just dont know.
i know i hurt him too and i always use painful words that make him upset.
one thing, i really cannot control my emotions.
i loose my temper so easily

yet, my boyfriend being sucha sweetheart
and as patience as he always be,
he'll just listen to me whining, scolding at him.

im super sorry love.
and now
im seriously missing you )':

he's playing badminton with his family at changi airport
and
here i am, home alone ( which is almost everyday)
bored.

house chores have yet to be done
and
parents gonna reach home in few hours time.
urgh.

i think im gonna get a good solid nag later.
sure thing.
hmphhhh. -____-

sometimes, having internet at home spoil me alot.
haha.

now, i have to get my butts off from here and finish the bloody house chores.
and the two bros
being such an " ANGEL " didnt help me clean the bathroom in the kitchen.
HOW MEANNNNNN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i have to do everything now. arghhhh.
help me pleaseeee.

mr boyfriend, im seriously dying already.
heh ):

and am gonna ask my dad to top up my hp.
seriously
or else, he'll get worried.

dear, pls come home soon?
raaah.
msn msgr is the only place we can communicate now.

someone willing to help me with the house chores?
i promise to be good.
anyone? greatly appreciated ((:

toodles
xoxo

It's His ((:

2008-02-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

What Muhd Dinie Faris Bin Alwie Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Mostly is true, read for yourself.

2008-02-04T20:06:00.000+08:00

What Nurifa Elferra Binte Ridwan Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Arian Danish's Birthday Bash !!!

2008-02-04T19:31:00.000+08:00

The Third Day
He loves to disturb me. grrr
Love, you look so BAPOK LAH ! :DD

Hello my all time favourite blog readers,

ive been out for my dearest arian danish's birthday chalet

at ALOHA LOYANG.

Happy 1st Birthday Baby Boy !

:))

his mummy and daddy is the most happiest person on earth.

seriously.

actually, not reall

cause me and my love

is the most happiest

cause love get to sleepover for a night !

hahaha

it was a three days, two nights chalet.

so on the first night he was not allowed to sleepover.

whereas on the second night, he became the most alive person.

which he called the day to be a "perfect day" for him.

hurhur.

well yea,

it was enjoyable.

the chalet was great, had lots of fun.

i believe the boyfy too had lots of fun.

coz, he get to dance and play musical chair with the aunts.

heeeee ((:

the night we spend disturbing and talking with the cousins.

hahaha.

and he loves to disturb me !

hmphh.

on the last day, we went swimming with my lil cousins.

on whole, i really enjoyed myself.

heh.

so yea, it will sound more interesting if you were there.

hahaha.

oh and,

boyfy gave arian's a playdo set.

hahaha.

i hope that boy loves it.

and he sure got lots of BIG pressie.

hoho.

sucha cutie.

and thanks to Aunty Effa and Om Fairuz

for letting my boyfy came over and overnight.

well, not only him but my other cousins's boyfy sleepover too.

hee (:

i hope the family members like him,

i seriously hope so.

guess, ill update some other time.

i got tones of pics, but im pretty lazy now.

hah

anyway, cannot wait for my parents to come back tomorrow.

ps: for more arian's birthday pics

go to

http://www.mypurpleyes.multiply.com

toodles

xoxo

LaLaLa... Im Happy :D

2008-01-31T19:12:00.001+08:00

i got lots to say.
no, this time im seriously serious.

but then

i got no time.
hurhur )):

im with the boyfy.
going home soon.

and im happy !!!

only boyfy know why.
lols :D

right Mr Boyfriend???

ps: i cant wait for this weekend
to arian's bday bash !!!
toodles
xoxo

Happy 6th Monthsary !

2008-01-27T16:51:00.000+08:00

Happy 6th Monthsary, Dear :D

i know i've been harsh on you in many ways.

i hurt you like thousand times ytd and today.

instead of giving you suprises, i gave you burden.

im really sorry.

i know apologizing means nothing by now,

but then i still wanna say sorry

and

wanna let you know that i know im at fault.

i realised my attitude sucks

and

i think you deserve someone far more better.

but wth, i think you love me too much?

heeee (:

i dont mean even a single word that ive said to you.

i dont wish to prolong this.

so, im sorry dear.

please forgive me, plsssss ???

:)))

HAPPY SIX MONTHSARY !

toodles

xoxo

im pissed !

2008-01-27T12:49:00.001+08:00

im pissed off with him

yes, him.

this thing.

the poly thing.

everything.

urgh.,

fcuk.

damn it.

shut up.

bye

assh*les

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFY ! :DDDDDDDDDDD

2008-01-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MUHD DINIE FARIS !

since you're one year older now,

must treat me more

and

cannot bully me !

hahaha :DD

i hope you have a bright future ahead

and

may your wish come true today (:

though i cannot bring you a birthday cake,

i hope those presents light you up in some way or another.

heh (:

i think the rest we should talk in private.

hahaha.

cause here, many people reading it.

so, im waiting for your call.

besides, im proud to have as my boyfriend

who can dance, fight and bla bla bla.

i know you're flexible.

haha

once again,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MR BOYFRIEND ! :D

lovelove you always (:

toodles

xoxo

Celebrating Boyfriend's Advance Birthday (:

2008-01-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

Wassup yaw !

heeeee :DD

today i had a great time with the boyfriend.

since tmr cnnt go out to celebrate his brithday together,

so we had it today.

nothing much happened just went to eat lunch,

watched the 27 dresses

and followed him to his hip hop ig again.

you guys should seriouslywatch the 27 dresses.

the movie was superb.

ok, i cry a bit cause got this part,

they're being sweet and allso yea (:

you know im very emotionally attached to sentimental movies.

wakakakaka.
do i sound right?

watever.

anw, we took quite a pics

so now,
let the pics do the talking aites (:

his cK boxer (:
mendling with his hp.
his officially broke . hahaha
for fun, peace, joy & laughter :P
i think his nuts, dont you think so? or too happy? heh
us yaw !
peace dude !
heh (:
mine is original, his is fake . LOL :DDDDD
our " NEOPRINT !!!"
i wanna stay seventeen !!!!
he do look like a boy (:
the adidas shoe and home-made card. hahaha
the six monthsary pressie and home-made note !
him with the presents !

i got paparazzis ;DD
skip this (:
sexy back? raaaah !
errrr???
in the studio.

boyfy act cute every time he sees the cam !
my dork face :D
sane people (:
our reflection
me, checking the brochure

so yea.

that's about it.

we had fun though.

as long as his happy, im happy too

and

Dear, i seriously hope you like the shoe and the cK boxer :DD

one is for birthday and the other is for our six monthsary.

so yea.

i wont give two presents for one birthday.

lol :DD

since now is 12 plus plus

i wanna wish my boyfriend

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, DINIE FARIS !

I LOVE YOU TO BITS ((:

may my boyfriend have a wonderful day later (:

he better call me in few minutes time

hahaha !

goodnite folks.

love ya all

toodles

xoxo

RESULT DAY ! :D

2008-01-24T18:31:00.001+08:00

thank you boyfriend and to the friends, family for believing in me ((:
i love you guys to bits
and thanks for all your prayers too ((:

as for my results,
im very thankful.
alhamdulillah, i pass and manage to go poly.
hopefully im accepted.

right now, im kinda relieve but havent make my course choice and which poly to go yet
but as all of you know,
im the laziest person on earth
i think i prolly go to rp coz it a lil nearer to my house
though i think its quite far.

contradicting eh?
nvm, only those know me understand me.
heee ((:

im super happy when i got my results
but im kinda dissapointed when i got d7 for sci
coz that the particular subj that i studied like hell,
shouldnt have to.
hehehe

however, i mange to pass the rest except fnn.
which is not so shocking to me.
but since my sci failed too, i really need another back up subj.
haha.

its ok, at least i pass the other subs.
im so happy with my maths,
i didnt get an A but i really did my best
and it turned out good.

i think mr goh will be proud of me (:
teeeheee

thanks for the congrats from all the people
and
thanks for the wishes too.
im so excited.

now cant wait to start with poly life.
i seriously hope to get into poly
heeee ((:

i promise the bestie to ask abt her result tmr, so i better keep quiet now
and to those who reading this
who have tried calling or smsing me,
my prepaid are currently very low,
i can't rep neither can i call
cause its a $0.00 inside.
teeeeheeee :D

anyone wish to donate?
haha.
will be greatly appreciated.
lols :D

im not sure how the rest of my girlfriends did,
but i seriously hope
they're fine (:

and for those who didnt to good enough,
dont give up okie?
i still love you
heh :)

currently im using boyfy's lappy
since he having his performance at 7pm for the Mr and Mrs RP
i thought of borrowing his lappy for awhile.
heeee (:

tmr will be goin out with him to celebrate his advance birthday on 26 jan
so since we cnnt go out on his bday, we thought of tmr.
and since our six monthsary is on the 27jan, so we will be celebrating together.
hohohoho.

i cant wait.
unfortunately, im suppose to treat him and all coz its his bday
but im totall broke,
so dear, heeeee
faham-faham aje la
okie?

lols :D

i so gonna watch 27 dresses !!!
weeeeee ~
im super excited.
plus the result i got today
make me even more excited plus happy

i totally forgot about being scared.
hahahaha

anyway,
i think i better get going now.
wanna surf the net.
hehehe.

hope you guys out there enjoy your weekends !

ps: dearest Farain, no matter how good or bad you did, i will always love you and no matter wherever you go, i will always remember you cause you're my only bestfriend and i truly loves you (: dont be dissapointed or anything and be happy always okie, girlfriend? i know you did your best (:

toodles
xoxo

RESULT PEOPLE !!!

2008-01-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

on the way to sentosa
after the few minutes rain ;/
after wash up (:
the aftermath ; girls love to camwhore.

GYM DAY !

2008-01-21T11:19:00.000+08:00

holla blog-readers !

today is GYM DAY !
with my dearest brother, sexy zara and beloved dinie faris.
ho ho ho ! :DDD

im using zara's lappy
she's here early in the morning
she and dinie skipped sch today

anw, bf' birthday is coming.
tis saturday but unfortunately cnnt go out with him on his bday.
so prolly meeting him sometime earlier.

besides that,
result will be this thurs.
OMG !
im so nervous plus excited plus scared.

raahh.
i just wanna go poly la.
hahah

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND, FARAIN !!!
GF, IF YOU'R READING THIS
JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW THAT I SUPER DUPER MISS YOU.
I HOPE WE MEET SOON !!!

btw today, instead of going to gym,
we went to play badminton instead.
and i thought im losing my skill
but not really, ok mayb abit la
hahaha.

and dinie dear, i know you've been wanting to challenge me since two years ago !
now, its proven that im more better than you.
i WON you !!!
hahahha.

and there is no such thing as
GIRLS THEORY NO 8; - GIRLS ALWAYS BEAT GUYS
GUYS THEORY NO 8 ;- GUYS ALWAYS LET GIRLS WIN
HAHAHHA !

i cant wait for more outings with the bros, the gf and my bf.
heeeee ((:
i seriously had fun today.
and yeas, its been ages since i last sweat.
lol :DD

it feels so good to play sports again.
hahaha.

alrite then,
update some other day people (:

toodles
xoxo

hello !

2008-01-18T19:45:00.001+08:00

holla blog-readers!

i have so much to say but so lil time.
and
im kinda lazy to post
cause im currently out of mood.

for no reason.
yea, im so good at it.
so watever huh.

currently at rp's studio
followed to boyfy to his prac.
had my third mentor training just now.

we were hoping to meet our mentee
but unfortunately, only one mentee turn up.

next fri will be no training but instead will be replace with the sec 2nt telematch coming wed.
i hope it will be fun cause if not i'll bored to death.

heard rumours saying result will be on either 21st or 25th.
i cant wait but at the same time im damn nervous.
im really scared if i cnnt make it to poly.
and only left with two choices.

either i start to work or continue schooling at msia or take private sch.
hmphhh.

anw, kl trip was so and so.
only boyfy know why i didnt say its exciting.

before that went to the zoo with my two bros, my boyfy and zara .
had lots of fun.
i have the pics in my boyfy lappy but i just couldnt find time to upload them cause its alot.

btw, my hair have been chopped off which kinda irritate me.
grrrr.

im so not in a mood now.

better get going.

toodles
xoxo

First Mentor Training

2008-01-04T19:03:00.000+08:00

so had my first mentor training in adss.
heee (:
somehow feel glad to be back in sch
but if were ask to study there again
i think its a no-no !

so met the gfs again.
im super happy to meet them again
and although its only the four of us,
it feels like they're fourty.
we with our "loudspeaker" voice,

so in conclusion, the first training was ok
i love our head mentor
cynthia.
she's pretty.
hahaha

anw, today had cheer prac.
but i didnt go.
tmr will be the performance and we had last min prac.
which makes me a lil dissapointed.
so yea.

anw, bro want me to go zoo tmr with zara.
so yea !
I wanna go .
heeeeee ((:

ive been rejecting performance
grrr.
so frustrating uh.

forget bout it.
currently at republic poly
followed bf to his hip hop prac.

and makes me miss my cheer mates.
sigh.

cant wait for tmr.
my bf look more like a naughty guy now since his hair have been chopped off.
lol :DDDDDD

i think i better sign off now.

have a nice day blog-readers ((:

ps: to the anonymous at my bf's blog, pls get ur ass off from there. stop bugging us for goodness sake. we dont harm u, so why bother us? nothing better to do is it? tskkk

toodles
xoxo

Shopping Day !

2008-01-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hello !

from the title you know right.
so yea, went shopping with the boyfy.
first went to orchard, heeren.
finally bought the ripcurl sandals i've been eyeing for.
hehe ((:
im a happy chap.

shopping not yet over.
wanna watch movie, and since i wanna go to bugis too
so thought of watching movie at shaw at bugis.
but they dont have the movie that we wanna watch.

and so the two lovebirds went to bugis street.
before that, bought one Topshop blouse for my beloved mummy
and 2 knickers for myself ((:

head to bugis street and bought one skirt, he bought a tee for himself and we bought the same watch together.
heh (:
and its pretty lil thing.
:DD

in conclusion, i had a lot of fun with the boyfy.
we had so much laughter and craziness.
took tones of pics but couldn't upload it now.
so soon, i'll upload it alrite.

so wait for it yea?
:P

for now,
waiting for the boyfy to call me again.
hmphh.

whats that boy doing.
heh ((:

btw, tmr will be starting our cheer prac again !
im super excited and so cnnt wait for it !
teeeheee ((:

alrite, till then.
have a nice day tmr folks !

ps: i miss my best girlfriend, Farain :(
and and and my parents will be coming home tis weekened ! :DDDDDDD

toodles
xoxo

Happy 2008 !

2008-01-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

i just want to keep my new year resolution to myself.
hah (:

today had nothing much.
sleepover at my aunty's place.
was fun, we played board game.
the game of life.

had lots of fun.
though we just countdown at home but i like it somehow.
since i could not go to vivo.
heh

anw, tmr will be another fun day
i hope.
meeting the boyfy and he's gonna follow me and my aunt to buy the cousins sch books.

sch starting tmr.
haha.

boyfy will be starting his poly soon too.
and im just gonna rot AT home and go out.
since i no longer working.
i'll be free most of the times.
heh.

and yes, have to burn some fats !
grrr :/

i guess that all.
update more tmr.
the sleepyhead boyfy just reached home from east coast.

have a nice day folks.

toodles
xoxo

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year !

2007-12-31T13:27:00.000+08:00

this might be late
but wth

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE !

haha

and and and

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !

MAYB 2008 BRING YOU MORE HAPPINESS TO MY FELLOW BLOG-READERS !

hohoho.

toodles
xoxo

couples day out and sleepover ((:

2007-12-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hello blog-readers !

currently at zara's house.
someone i never mention in my blog.
but she's a new friend.
and super sweet la ((:

over nite at her house for two days, tmr will be going back home.
i have off for three days till tues.
haha.
so gonna make use of this time to laze ard !!

anw ytd, went out.
sort of double-date with boyfy's sis.
heh heh (:

his sis is super cute can?
haha.
so small size and yea pretty.

her bf's pay for the meal and movie tic, i think.
haha.
thank you so much.
i had so much fun with my dearest and his sis.

we watched warlords.
ok the movie was not so bad.
i dun like this kinda movie but wth.
haha.

and thanks to boyfy that makes me sound so annoying.
he kept on making fun of the actor and their language,
that everyone was so serious watching,
only the two of us laughing.
hilarious i tell you.

but it was a great show and pleasant outing.
heh ((:
i really had a great laugh with my cheeky bf.
:DD

i love him lots
and
thank you to boyfy's sis and her boyfriend !
hohoho.

there's pics.
but i update sometimes later la.
malas tau !
hehe.

k gdnite all.

toodles
xoxo

Selamat Hari Raya Haji

2007-12-20T09:35:00.000+08:00

Hello Blog-Readers !

i just wanna take this opportunity to wish all the fellow muslims
Selamat Hari Raya Haji.

specially to all my family,
i hope today is a joyous day.
hohoho.

ok.
wanna bath.
hahaha.

toodles
xoxo

love.

2007-12-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

hello.

i had a wonderful day with the boyfy (:
i love him aaaalot .
teeeheee :D

saw yati
and we were like so happy to see each other
only the boyfy knw how i felt.
hahahaha.

tmr prolly goin out again
so excited.
with him again, yes (:
heh

tues work again.
daaarn !

ok.
sleepy.

nites.

lovelove
xoxo

lovers.

2007-12-11T22:44:00.001+08:00

woah.
ive been off from work since ytd.
haha.
not feeling well la.
)):

parents back from Kl but now they're not in spore alrdy.
sigh
bored la.
only can rely on cousins and boyfy to kill my boredom.
and WORK ! yea.

i dont really like work
but i like the pay
nyehehehe.

anw, im at farah's house.
im excited for tis dance performance.
nt yet confirm but hopefully yes.
heh ((:

tmr working.
grrrr.
i want to stay home lurh !!!!!
heh.

i miss boyfy.
lol.

ok lar.
gtg
heh !

toodles
xoxo

2007-12-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

Finally i can blog again.
at least for now.
my life now revolves work and just work.
meeting new people and thats all.

its like my social life is no longer exist.
and
work really kills.
heh (:

but left two more weeks then im out of that place.
i somehow, cant wait for result
which may sound insane
but yea.

for those people who really kpo about my whereabout life
just knw that i spend less and less time with my family and boyfriend.
im sure someone will be smiling when you're reading this
cause i think that's what you want
or worst mayb you want me and my bf to not even meet again right?
heh.

especially to the girls who tag me,
im sorry if i ever "steal" dinie away from you
but never in my life will i ever steal anyone boyfriend.

and i wont argue to my own species just because of a guy.
you want him, take him.
but ask if he ever want you or not.
fret not, cause not only him will reject you but most guys out there.

i mayb harsh but if this kinda attitude you display, it shows how cheap you are.
go on ! beg him for your love, i really dont mind.
if he wants, he wants.
if he dont, i cant force neither can you.
dinie have his own say and its up to you

i will never corrupt his mind with this kind of shit.
and know why i couldnt be bothered to entertain you?
cause, its sucha waste of time.
never in my life i fight with people just because of one guy.
not now , not in the future.

i guess ure still immature kids who still thinking bout having fight huh?
so sorry, but i wont entertain this kinda shit. seriously.
geess.

im not sure if its the same person who apalogize, coz this kinda trick is so frequent.
its always the same person who scold and apologize,
cause mayb u feel guilty ?
hah.
so dont bother seeking forgiveness cause i'll never entertain this kinda people.

and if you not happy with me,
deal with me
dont bring about any other people name.
if you insist, then i wont hesitate to find out who you are and deal with you personally.

i get to know once, and dont make me do it again.
you got problem with me, speak urself.
damn.

one last message, if you still crazy about dinie and if you think im stealing him away from you,
go on and ask him.
if he want you then its good.
but he dont, you're the one i feel sorry for.

what? no other guys in the world is it?
shessh.
get a life and dont ever try to ruin my relationship aite?
get that clear .

goodbye now.

am a workaholic

2007-11-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

trust me, ive been working non-stop
that i realized i got no time for my boyfriend, friends n my social life at all.
friends asked me out, i cant.
boyfy got performance, i managed to meet him during the break time
went home too tired to talk to mom, went to sleep with a "black" face.

work is fun
but
what it have do to me is kinda harsh.

im in same work place witht he bestfriend but yet we couldnt meet.
and just now before i leave,
we cant even talk cause she's busy.
haizzz.

i wonder what happens in the future when we all start to have our permanent job.
it will be worst.
now i wish to be back during those sch days
at least i get to meet the boyfy.

meeting him can cure all the tiredness
but w/o meeting him
i'll get frustrated and angry and he will be my victim

im thankful that he's understanding
and i have to admit
not even a single soul can be as patience as him.
and if there is, that will be my only dearest father.

both of them is my only place where i can express my feelings.
mother? she wont be as tolerance as them.
no kidding.

im missing my dad.
and gradfather in indo is sick
cause he get to knw i wont be coming back to indo this hols.
and it sadden me a lil.
i wish i could stop work now and visit him there.
)):

finally i got three days off from work
and thats because i got ngee ann red camp.
if w/o this camp i wont get my off that easily.
hee. am so excited.

psst, dearest boyfy, no worries i'll flirt ! haha, i wont okie???

he fetched me from work and followed me home to take my stuff and then sent me to my cousin house at tamp. we'll its near his house, pasir ris.
but wtf
who will go that far to follow me everywhere.

and because of that i can never find any other perfect guy beside him.
besides all the nasty comments i gave him, he still love me dearly and he never give up on saying nice things.
but sometime, i knw i take advantage of his kindness.
but wth,

who ask him to be so kind right??
haha.
kidding kidding.
just tat he wont scold or anything, how cool is tat?
lol :D

but i want him to know that i will always love him .
heee ((:

currently chatting with him like finally.
heeee.
i miss chatting with him on msn since the comp broke down.
hurhur.

so i guess i update more soon.
got to attend to my boyfriend.
heeee

tkcr all.

lovelove

work.

2007-11-13T19:08:00.000+08:00

his mat melayu side :D

tmr i will be start workin
and

am super excited.

i need to make a bank.

lols :D

currently i can only blog at farah's house

since my comp broke down

and the other alternative is bf's lappy.

heeee ((:

i hope to meet the bf later (:

takecare all (:

ps: goodluck for your dance finale this sat my boyfy (: love you lots

toodles

xoxo

O's Over !!!

2007-11-10T14:58:00.000+08:00

Hey ya hoo !!

O's over !
im free !
yipeee !

i got a job alrdy.
and
im super excited.

i wanna dollars !!!!

heeee (:

currently at farah's house.
out with the aunties, mom and the cousins.

boyfy having his bowling competition
and
i hope he'll do well ((:

cant update blog that frequently cause comp broke down AGAIN !
darnnnn.

im not gonna do anything this time.
heeee (:

oh wells !
i got nothing much to say.
cant wait to go to work and earn bucks.

teehee (:

got to go now.
have a happy weekends people !

lovelove

post for the end of the month ((:

2007-10-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO again !

i know my blog have been dead since the past four weeks.
im darn busy with o's
currently examination is still on.

im ought to study my phy, fnn and ss.
tmr will be mt paper.
i hope to get a dinstiction this time round.
and well, so far alhahamdulilah
i manage to do
and hopefully i can pass and go to poly

except for ytd' paper which was maths p1.
it was kinda disasterous for me.
but i think im doing pretty well for my maths paper 2, insyallah.
amin amin amin.

i really hope to atleast get a c6 for maths.
heeeee ((:

for now, i have yet to concentrate on phy, fnn and ss.
for tmr mt, i only revised through peribahasa.
tats what i can afford to do now.
teeeeheee :D

five more days to go and im done with O.
yipeee !
but i cant be too relax yet.
heeee.

ive been muggin like hell for the past few days.
mom knows that very well.
haha.

alright, thats all for now.
tmr paper at 8am

gotta have my sleeping beauty now.
heeee (:

oh finally, blogger not being nasty to me tonite ((:
and prolly start to blog next month after the O's.

takecare folks.

toodles
xoxo

ps: i really miss blogging, shopping, hanging out and all. hahaha :DDDD

Fatigue

2007-09-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

my body have shown signs of fatigue.

i've been sleeping for countless hours.

and due to that

i didnt study for the past three days.

my friends are all busy preparing for O's

but

here i am, posting and did not know what else to do

seems like im being a zombie

who sleep and wake up with eyes all red.

who went to school to study,

and come home to sleep.

the coughing that gets even worst

to the extent i feel like my throat is bulging out.

the running nose that cause my nose to be red and hurt.

ive been very silent in school

i keep things to myself now.

and forced myself to smile and laugh with the friends

is this the symptoms of stress?

i did not know.

i felt very letargic everytime i reach home.

seriously, i tried to force myself not to sleep

but

everytime i rest, i doze off.

its scary how it seems to be

i feel like half of my body have been carried away to

nobody even know where it is.

i tried to keep myself positive

but

i can't do much

i want to excel

but

how ?

O's killing me bit by bit.

i may seem normal

but

noone knows the lil feeling that im having which only god-knows.

O's make me go insane

till here

i end

gdnite (:

Silent Treatment

2007-09-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

Im so used to being treated silently.
Sometimes, people keep on telling me that their sec sch life is exuberent
but when it comes to me,
i think life is so unfair.

its not that im bragging
but
for now, one of my friend which i think ,is being treated like that
i know how hurts it feels like.

to the extent we felt like life is meaningless.
whats the point of going to sch when there's no fun?
its not that im saying sch will always be fun
everyone will experience ups and downs.

we got friends but where have they gone too?

is friends suppose to leave each other?
is friends suppose to heck care when we are in trouble?
is friends suppose to be like that?

ask yourself this.
what would you feel if you're being treated like an outcast?
how do you fell when you're treated with sarcasm?

you have to be thick skinned just to get in the group of friends.
at one point you will definitely feel that you should not be there neither everywhere.
you feel like skipping school.

its true
for those who havent feel it before,
i feel sorry for you cause you havent gone through that part of your life.
mayb not now, but when u have step in the working life
and then you will know how it feels like

keep on doing to others.
cause i believe karma will hit you back.
its just the matter of times.

for now, you might think you have everyone ard you
but
it wont be long.
there will be times when ppl are disgusted with you that they tend to leave you.

we are given choices and we are ought to make a rightful decision.
but
we are not the one who control fate.
we dont wish bad things to happen but i guess its part and parcel of life that we have to go through it.

ive been through it not long before.
but everything seems alrite now, i hope.
i dont wish to find faults cause three more weeks is precious.
i cant afford to loose this last three weeks of sch just because we felt disgruntled?

so Friends,
stop acting so childishly
we're seventeen , whats more you want?
i thought we are able to think maturely
but i guess some of us are not up there yet.

we are left with three weeks.
that is all we got
why waste time bitching, gossiping, silent treatment and all ?
WHY BOTHER?!

i thought at this point of time we shld be together
helping one another instead of being selfish towards each other.
i thought friends meant to help one another through difficulties?

but sadly i didnt see it ard me ):
its heartening.
what is happening to the friendship that have been so beautiful?
haiz.

now i doubt teachers who said
sec school friends ( as for my batch now )
will stay close till they become adult so on and so forth.
cause, i seriously cant see its happening here.

everyone seems to mind their own business
and
still selfish about one another.

I guess its time for us to stop all this childish act.
if you doubt someone, ask them.
it will be better.
i've seen ppl build friendship through enemy first.
amazing huh?

its not only one friend is being treated this way
but
i've seen it in the other 5Ns classes too.

its really saddening ):

i hope those who terase know what they should do next.
left two more weeks to be exact,
and we wont be sitting in the same class talking like we used too
coz im sure everyone have their own life and
they will be very busy soon after they leave the secondary sch years.
its proven, seriously

so all we have to do now,
especially now is ramadhan
is to
FORGIVE AND FORGET

no point keeping grudges.
it will make you suffer.

thats all (:
think about what ive said

(bebual mcm pro aje. lol :D)

toodles
xoxo

My Bestfriend (:

2007-09-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

Farain claimed that i've been posting abt my boyfy.
and i can sensed that she's jealous.
lack of my attention.
lol :D

she hate the boyfy.
oh wells
i cant afford to do anything.
kekekeke

but then of coz i love both of them loads !

had fun today
went to the lib with her
WE STUDY OKIE !
i helped her maths
and its like so MIRACLE i know how to do
coz i rmbr what mr goh my boyfy teach me.
heeee (:

im super proud of myself.
we chit chat otw to lib and otw back too.
haha.
its been a long time since we go out together and stuff.
reallly, been ages i supposed.

i really miss those time
but nvm though
three more weeks and we can ENJOY after our O's
kan kan kan Farain?
hahaha.

everyday i spent my time with you la ok.
happy?
haha.

sorry mr boyfy.
u got too much attention from me alrdy,
hehe.

so sch has been okie so far.
im kinda nervous coz of o's and panic too.
haha.
so yea.
been progressing,i think?
alhamdulilah. amin amin.

will be very pack and busy this week
tight schedule( bebual mcm superstar)
haha.
seriously, will be having eng extra remedial
yipeee !
im loving every remedials as long it can help me. nyeheh.

so yea, wont be bloggin that much
prolly next week will be staying in sch with bestie to study until 9,
insyallah
hehe (:

YESTERDAY, MONDAY 24 SEPT '07

for the first ever time.
boyfy buke with me and mom
AT MY HOUSE.
nyehehe.

he so " malu-malu kucing"
mintak kena rembat je.
haha

i hope he had fun ((:
mom talked to him about everything
from family to my attitude to business to many more.
hahaha.

i guess they can click very well
coz of their business minded
hmphh.
mom really talk alot and i mean ALOT

well, im happy to see her like that though
he then went home ard 10 .
so reached home kinda late.
hurhur
so sorry to keep u here way too long.
lol :D

even today he fetched me
met him at bootsnshoe
and he send me home.
heh ((:

i love him to bits.
&
I LOVE MY UGLY FARAIN AS WELL TOOO !!!!

haha.
i bet she'll be laughing or smiling when she's reading this
well, this post meant for her.
haha

coz she's been longing to see her name at one of my post !
lol :D
craving for my love.
wakakakaka.

jk.
i dont sound so lessie, didnt i?
hahaha.

thats abt it.
gonna sleep after this.
super tired :/

ps: ignore the previous post. boyfy is nuts. and so unfair. he knows my password and heck my blogger whereas i dont even know his. grrrrr

toodles
xoxo

2007-09-25T10:57:00.000+08:00

hu says i dunno
??
=))))

Baybeats' 07

2007-09-23T12:17:00.001+08:00

i've been longing for this pics

but

unfortunately i could not get them,

until today when yati send it to me

shessssh

tats the Baybeats pics.

more pics to be uploaded.

but only this for now.

heh (:

time to study alrdy

toodles

xoxo

Prelims ):

2007-09-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

like i said before,
im sure to get horrendous grades.
heee.
so i got it.
Lol :D

but but but
i got a2 for Mt !
i got the highest for paper 2 ( ms zalifah said )
grrr. how i wish my EOY Mt paper score an A2.

and and and
i think i scored pretty well for SS
heeeeee :)

ms huda said my fnn coursework was done quite good
but my theory like always la kan.
hoho !
im so gonna do much better for my O's.
insyallah. amin (:

maths dont said.
but ive started to do the sums in textbook
and tys will be finish before o's.
definitely.

left with 27 more days.
im super scared la.
but then.
still have to face the reality

and
im so gonna buck up.
lalala.

thats all for now.
oh
and im down with SICKNESSS AGAIN !
having terrible sore throat, coughing non stop hits
and i woke up just feeling super sick.
i think im gonna be down with fever again if i didnt take care of myself.
grrrr.

watever.
study now(:

ps: im so missing the boyfy ):

toodles
xoxo

i LOVE Dinie Faris-

2007-09-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

Dearest Boyfy,

im super duper sorry for what had happened

for the past few days.

im feeling so shitty and im just stressing up.

i know you've been so understanding

and

i appreciate that.

i know its my fault.

and

im sorry.

iLOVEyou

more than ever (:

ps: i still want to hear about the shooting stars

and

im happy to see your face at Teenage Mag, Sept issue :D

toodles

xoxo

off from school !

2007-09-17T14:57:00.000+08:00

Hello again blog-readers !

wondering why im bloggin when im suppose to have class in school?
i bet you all know what im gonna say alrdy right?
no, i didnt skip sch
but
i was overslept again.

teeeehee :D
blamed the boyfy for not waking me up
grrr.
and dad placed my hp at the table instead.
tskk

i hate to absent myself, for NOW
o lvls in 5 weeks time !
hah !

darn darn darn darn -________-

so ytd fetched mom from airport,
she reached here ard 1123 pm
and we reached home ard 12++

plus the talking at home,
story-telling and all.
sorting out my stuff
coz im super excited to see the clothes.
haha.

yea, i got good glothes !
nyehehe.
im so loving them.
two cds for me plus my indonesia novel which ive been longing for.

after trying out
( yea, im nuts trying out stuff at midnite, but wth right )
hehehe.
so yea slept at 2 am

before that nite,
i slept at 7am and woke up at 2 pm plus.
and we went to buy groceries with papa.
after tat reached home ard 9 plus
straight away to airport

that explains why im overslept today
hur,
scuze mie pls.

but whaterver la kan
tmr just tell mr chua, i overslept blablabla
i wont go to poly to take the bloody mc,
never !

letters?
prolly
he's not satisfied, pls dial my mom's no.
heeee ((:

anw, i think ive neglected mr boyfy for the past few days.
haha
sorry , but he understand.
lol :D

i promised to him, im gonna study from today onwards.
so i have too.
heeee.
ok not because of him only, bt because i want to ohkie.
tskkk.

must explain,
ppl tend to get the wrong idea.
hahaha.

ok, im so need cash right now
dont know why
but i want only
hahahhaa.

siow eh.
lols

thats all for now.
i guess,
update more when i have smtgh else to say.

ps: lon hana puasa ( acheh language )
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! my boyfy dont know.
heeeeeeeeee ((:

toodles
xoxo

Reckon

2007-09-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

im feeling so wrecked.
yes ):

today buker nothing.
just a plain water ):
but but but
bro just ordered PIZZA ! :D
it will be here anytime soon.
i so cnnt wait.

heeee :D

so ytd went to followed the boyfy to his karate class.
then sleepover at kak ju's place.
finally get to meet yati and her,
but sadly theyre all half asleep when i reached home.
heh * sorry *

today went home ard 3 plus
the boyfy sent me
but to the bus stop 168 only.
heh.

and he paid for me the old navy tee that i ordered online.
lol :D
thank you sweetheart ((:

oh and.
it was so random to met syirr in the bus too.
and she was with a rabbit?
so adorable. seriously (:

grr,
my tummy growling.
com'on pizzahut.
what took you guys so long?????
haha.

oh and the operatore asked my name and i said Ferra
then she asked how old am i?
how weird is that and i said im seventeen
and guess what she said?
" oh, you sound like a kid "

HUH?!
hahaha.
thats so funnay !
im 17 ohkie !
heeeee :D

im so excited
hopefully dad will be home ard late nite or tmr morning plsss.
so cnnt wait to see him.
OMG !

TMR SUNDAY?!?!
HEEEE.
MAMA WILL BE HOME !!!
YIPEEEE.

i need to finish the house chores now.
grr

ps: papa just sms-ed me
he'll be reachin here late midnite !!!!!
wooohooo * boyfy's tone *

HAPPY WEEKENDS,BLOG READERS !

toodles
xoxo

Dear Friend

2007-09-14T11:25:00.001+08:00

Dear Friend; Zulhilmi,

finally ive found the courage to say im sorry. well its not that i dont want to but it takes time and guts to say Sorry. Since this is a holy month, why dont we put aside grudges and let bygones be bygones. why do we still have to reiterate the past when its long gone, right? this will be our last year, and having friend like you sometimes can cheer me up. you understand and you listen to my whining ( last time la ) but i really hope this friendship last cause sometimes, we never know when we need that someone when they are just right infront of our eyes. i know my mistakes and so do you. we've talked and sort things out and am happy that now we're friends once again. i will always remember this as part and parcel of life. what's the meaning of life when there is no ups and downs right? when there is no problem, it will seem meaningless. i seriously hope, nothing like this will happen again. at least not within this few weeks again. haha. seriously, ive missed alot from you. like your irritatingness, lame jokes, and everything. just now, when we went back together , i feel relieved and at least i will start my Fasting month without any guilt and fearness cause i apologized. and for you to forgive is up to you but ive done what i should and i wont brag about it (: the friendship we build is nonetheless priceless. and i really cherish them and hope it will last :D

your super pretty girlfriend ( LOL :D ),
Ferra (:

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boyfriend is sucha sweetheart.
told him abt what happened and he even make me feel better.
now that ive got him and also my goodfriend, Zulhilmi
i think my life will be much more better and secure?
cause i got good people around me to take care of me.
not forgetting my two beloved brothers ((:

and so today was my last paper for prelims.
but not O's so yea.
my result gonna be horrendous,
i dont doubt that
hurhur

but i will assure that my O's will be a better one at least
insyallah. amin amin amin ((:

TWO MORE DAYS AND MY PARENTS WILL BE BACK !!!
im super duper extremely excited !!
sms-ed papa and he said he come on sunday not saturday ):
nvm though, two people on the same day at one go !
hahaha.

ltr the boyfy will come to my place.
i so cnnt wait to bluetooth our pics to his comp.
its gonna be uploaded soon enough (:
heeeeee :DDDDD

by tmr, the house haveta be clean or else
i'll * piak *
in dead meat.
hahaha.

i think i gonna update more ltr.
tired.
thinking of taking a nap.
boyfy at Rp having his dance prac.
grrr.

GoodDay folks !

toodles
xoxo

Earthquake at Sumatra

2007-09-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

Have you heard about the three times earthquake in Sumatra?
i was super shock, ok not really shock when i hear that ytd
received an sms from my brother.
it was scary.
Im sure the earthquake jolted Indonesia. ( duuuh )
even there was a " mini " tsunami when the terror struck them.

tsunami happened in 2004 and i know,
too many earthquakes happened in Indo
but this, the first day of Ramadhan?
how can this happened?

tsunami happened the day before christmas which killed many lives in Acheh.
i will never forget this one
cause i got nine relatives or was it eleven relatives of mine
from my father side, died
due to tsunami

alhamdulilah
the closest relatives was safe
yea, they are now in KL
running business with my uncle.
some of my uncle's workers are majority from Acheh
and most of them survived from the incident
my cousin, even climbed the Mosque when the water gushed through.

when i heard them story-telling,
it was super scary
even now, one of them still having treatment sponsored from my uncle
as he accidentally drink the "black water" from the tsunami
and can you imagine, tsunami was years back
but yet he is not cured?

traumatic isn't?
that's why, sometimes i feel fortunate as Spore
do not have this kind of thing happen.
insyallah, singapore will be safe from all these disaster.

even during the tsunami,
my beloved aunty effa was having her holiday at Phuket, if im not wrong.
and she was thinking of extending her stay but luckily, she didnt.
two days before tsunami, she went back to singapore.
and the resort she stayed was the one that have been badly affected by the giant waves.

i cant afford to loose any of my family members in this tragic incident
seriously i cant bear loosing the loved ones like this.
its so sadist.

back to the earthquake in Sumatra.
i was even panic when just now, bro said that he felt the shaking
and i was being such a dumb goof, who dont know exactly which part sumatra is and asked " where is sumatra actually? is it tempat mama stay?"

i asked that delibrately.annoying i know.
and he said " yup, but mama stay just a lil bit further down in Sumatra"
he also said , the earthquake is further down Medan
so i was quite relieved when he said that.
Mama is in acheh, which is quite a distance from Medan.
so i think, they prolly felt the jarring movement only.

i really pray hard so that mama will be safe
and my family over there too.
cause, i dont want anything to happen like how it happened during tsunami.
insyallah, mama will come home safely this sunday (:
pray for her, will you?
its not that i care so much abt the stuff she bought for me, but i really want her to be home.

for those who havent heard the story of tsunami from these ppl who really experienced them.
you will shed tears.
no kidding.
its disasterous.
the water is smelly
even bro went back to Acheh and he see it for himself.

they will tell you how cruel and how ugly tsunami can be like.
i guess its a lesson from the man above,
no ! seriously.

i think if ppl keep doing sins
the world will end soon.
moreover now, many things is happenin in the world.
so many calamities is happening around us nowadays.
and many unforgivable things happen too.

somehow, i think its a sign of " the world is ending soon "
the world is old enough, i think.
since million years ago when prophet was the messenger of allah.
even papa told me the signs on how the world will end.
and its really happening ard us now.

grrr.
i dont know why i suddendly become so religious.
but im really afraid.
i really pity those Islam innocent people in Indonesia
who was once had lost their family and home.
and now, i think history goin to repeat itself all over again.

there will be no ending to all this
unless people in this world, have become the lil angel.
seriously.

whats happening to our world?
who can save them?
do we still have time to repent?

only we have ourself to answer this (:

toodles
xoxo