Saturday, September 8, 2007
feeling better (:
For a moment, i though of giving up
For a moment, i thought of just heck care
For a moment, i thought of shutting myself
but i guess i was so stupid
to think that im a loser -___-
yea, i thought of that coz i think ive done badly for my prelims.
i just couldnt accept the fact la.
i was being so foolish, childish and everything
name it.
but then after what my bf and dearest Fyda said to me
i finally open my eyes that
ive been stressing for nine moths
and left with only five weeks
how can i ever give up?
i promise not to dissapoint my parents,
and i want that telescope badly from my bf ( hehehe)
how can i think of putting everything aside?
i have to go on.
five more weeks.
OMG ! yea five more weeks left.
grrr.
so much to do, so little time left.
i wonder if i can survive this time round
hopefully i can
insyallah.
i guess tmr will be the day.
i dont care bout my prelims result anymore.
teachers if u feel like nag at me, do so.
i dont care.
all im concentrating now is my O's.
seriously.
Fyda gonna take care of me since i couldnt discipline myself.
hurhur
and i'll appreciate what she want to do for me.
i love you to bits can.
and my bf too whom have been enduring to all my sighness.
prelims again on monday.
i'll try and im gonna pay for it.
i promise to study phy tmr to Fyda
and im gonna do that.
i dont want to dissapoint her who have been trying hard to motivate me
thats all people.
ALLAH, DONT LET ME FAIL DURING MY O'S PLS. THATS ALL I PRAY FOR ):
toodles
xoxo
11:44:00 PM