Saturday, September 29, 2007
Fatigue
my body have shown signs of fatigue.
i've been sleeping for countless hours.
and due to that
i didnt study for the past three days.
my friends are all busy preparing for O's
but
here i am, posting and did not know what else to do
seems like im being a zombie
who sleep and wake up with eyes all red.
who went to school to study,
and come home to sleep.
the coughing that gets even worst
to the extent i feel like my throat is bulging out.
the running nose that cause my nose to be red and hurt.
ive been very silent in school
i keep things to myself now.
and forced myself to smile and laugh with the friends
is this the symptoms of stress?
i did not know.
i felt very letargic everytime i reach home.
seriously, i tried to force myself not to sleep
but
everytime i rest, i doze off.
its scary how it seems to be
i feel like half of my body have been carried away to
nobody even know where it is.
i tried to keep myself positive
but
i can't do much
i want to excel
but
how ?
O's killing me bit by bit.
i may seem normal
but
noone knows the lil feeling that im having which only god-knows.
O's make me go insane
till here
i end
gdnite (:
8:35:00 PM