Sunday, August 26, 2007
worried sick.
i cant sleep.
coz ive been worried sick for the bf.
he didnt reply any of my sms since just now.
but now he just smsed me.
tsk tsk.
i never been so panic or watever u people call this before.
hoho :DD
he gonna call me ltr.
so yea.
not gonna post long
anw, mon will be starting of prelims exam.
hmphh.
ive studied ss, maths ive done the practices but not enough i think.
lol
and the rest, just a lil bit.
heeee
the bf test me on ss
and die2 i have to remeber the points or he'll pester me.
tskkk.
im so nervous for prelims !
hahaha.
and im missing my parents badly.
im alone at home, like usual.
bros having night shift.
why do they have to serve ns.
)):
but i still got the bf, to entertain me
and kill my boredom.
haha
ive got nothing much to say,
post more when i have lots of things to say
hehe.
night everyone !
toodles
xoxo
1:10:00 AM
Monday, August 20, 2007
English oral
should i be happy or should i show a great dissapointment?
happy because i manage to shoot through the eng oral
dissapointment because i didnt even get to say if its a posed/candid shot and do my conclusion
and the examiner just jumped to the conversation.
indeed she tried to stop me when i have not finish discussing.
and it feels like im talk to the four walls.
they are like mindingtheir own business???
this is totally unfair
im the last person and by the time i end off , is about 5?
grrrr.
and both of them looked so exhausted.
i was so excited to talk bout pics, but argh
seriously, just give me the marks.
lol :D
as for reading, i just hope not to get less than 9
seriosuly. there's 2 sentences where i became a little jerky.
ho ho ho
as for conversation, i hope i really can entertain them.
seriously la.
they both look super tired .
and my morale slowly decreasing.
all i can do now that those two examiner wont be cruel
and show some mercy in me
hahaha.
anw, they loook like nice people (:
alrite, ORAL IS OVER !!!
whats more?
prelims is next week.
and im trying my best.
heeee.
im super scared la.
hahaha.
i just want my L1 to pass. atleast a c5 or b4?
as long as i manage to pass .
hmphhh !
alrite now.
im still super tired and still having the * drunken*style of walking.
hahaa.
i slept for 4 hrs on saturday. and 5am to 7am on sunday.
i was late to sch
becos i was super tired. i slept at 5am ytd.
grrr.
coursework can turn nasty.
but its over now .
and im so loving it =DD
i guess i better get going.
btw, Raptors is performing this Sunday at amk hub at 7 pm. do give us your support. feel free to come !!!
toodles
xoxo
10:58:00 PM
Friday, August 17, 2007
mom's overseas
Pics took ytd * jadi model sambilan for my brother*LOLS :DD
early in the morning, mom woke me up
saying she'll be leaving.
im half asleep yet i drag my way to salam her and kiss her.
she kissed me too.
and now im missing her )':
its just few hours that she left.
i thought im gonna see her when i reached home
but fret not.
i hope she having a real fun, she have too.
lols
and im so missing my granfather and the cousins there.
poor me ):
lols
all i saw was my brothers.
lucky i still got them if not i feel left alone.
papa working in Kl.
im so not used to be away from them.
i feel so lonely when they're not ard.
first dad went to work overseas.
second, mom went back to Indo.
though its a month trip but then, still quite long ):
now my 1st bro goin to penang for his competition.
my 2nd bro is working night shift.
grrrrrrr.
im alone.
i dont wish to go to my any of my cousins's house
though most of my aunts asked me out.
i refuse too, simply coz i wanna study.
but being all alone at home is fun though but i still miss the fam members. ):
anw, had my sci prac prelim exam
i think ive done badly?
hohoho.
i just dont like practical.
when i reached home, i straight away went to sleep.
i felt like there's a hammer knocking on my head.
ytd slept at 3, i think?
struggling with my F&N.
im gonna study ltr.
tmr will be having maths class.
i seriously dont mind having classes now, if its doing a good deed to me.
lols :D
i think i wasted my time sleeping just now.
and now blogging?
haha.
seriously la.
-_____________-
ok la.
i better get going
and start doing my work.
i got lot to do.
oh yes, i failed my maths test
but there's improvement on maths p2, i think?
):
im so gonna working doubly hard now
toodles
xoxo
early in the morning, mom woke me up
saying she'll be leaving.
im half asleep yet i drag my way to salam her and kiss her.
she kissed me too.
and now im missing her )':
its just few hours that she left.
i thought im gonna see her when i reached home
but fret not.
i hope she having a real fun, she have too.
lols
and im so missing my granfather and the cousins there.
poor me ):
lols
all i saw was my brothers.
lucky i still got them if not i feel left alone.
papa working in Kl.
im so not used to be away from them.
i feel so lonely when they're not ard.
first dad went to work overseas.
second, mom went back to Indo.
though its a month trip but then, still quite long ):
now my 1st bro goin to penang for his competition.
my 2nd bro is working night shift.
grrrrrrr.
im alone.
i dont wish to go to my any of my cousins's house
though most of my aunts asked me out.
i refuse too, simply coz i wanna study.
but being all alone at home is fun though but i still miss the fam members. ):
anw, had my sci prac prelim exam
i think ive done badly?
hohoho.
i just dont like practical.
when i reached home, i straight away went to sleep.
i felt like there's a hammer knocking on my head.
ytd slept at 3, i think?
struggling with my F&N.
im gonna study ltr.
tmr will be having maths class.
i seriously dont mind having classes now, if its doing a good deed to me.
lols :D
i think i wasted my time sleeping just now.
and now blogging?
haha.
seriously la.
-_____________-
ok la.
i better get going
and start doing my work.
i got lot to do.
oh yes, i failed my maths test
but there's improvement on maths p2, i think?
):
im so gonna working doubly hard now
toodles
xoxo
7:35:00 PM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
the beginnning
i reached home late,
ard 7 plus?
heh.
tired but at the same time im proud of myself
coz i actually put aside my tiredness just to study maths and asked mr goh to go through the maths test paper.
supposingly, he will be goin through it tmr.
anw, those who didnt get distinctions for their mt haveta stay back for sst
whereas the rest can go home
i rather stay in school and i love the sst now!
coz we are assigned to the canteen now
which is more comfy ((:
i just love to go sch nowadays, coz of o's? hahaha
yes. seriously. i hope this last till end of o's.
hoho.
oh and i haveta stand infront of classroom during phy lesson
coz i forgot to bring my phy hwk which i have done
and half of the class didnt do it, but they did not stand )):
but its ok.
i dont care.
haha.
anw, i got tones of hwk to do.
and im so gonna re-do the maths test again.
heeeee.
im excited !
enough said.
toodles
xoxo
1. 3 more days to mom's goin to jkrt.
2. 5 more days to eng oral. brrrr :/
8:21:00 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
I hate MT Result !
I screwed my mt paper.
like seriously pls.
i got a B3 with a merit for oral?
im not trying to show off
but i never in my entire life got this kind of result for mt, especially.
i was so so dissapointed.
i got merit for oral?
grrrr. i thought i talk alot?
haha.
and im so ashamed coz i got this kind of result when i speak malay.
sigh ):
im retaking, for sure.
hopefully the nov paper i can atleast got an A2?
sigh.
now im back to 6 subjects again.
but nvm.
i'll try harder.
my one and only last try
and i really hope i score.
coz mt can really help in my overall result for O's
at least for me, i think.
to whoever have passed and ur results meet ur expectation,
Congratulations, coz you guys have one subject less.
heh.
and to dearest Farain,
im happy that you got ur A1 like how you want it.
((:
i need some rest.
home early today ! (:
toodles
xoxo
ps: im so jealous when the other people were screaming like hell due to their success. lols :D
3:22:00 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Mugging Hard (:
ive started mugging
mayb its quite late to start now.
better than sorry right?
but i really hope it helps to improve my grades.
hohoho.
oh god.
8 more days to eng oral.
darnnnnn-___-
i really hope i can ace through.
i mean seriously, this is the only way to get atleast a pass for eng.
hoho.
Tmr will getting my mt result !
im so gonna retake nov paper if i got B3 and below.
omg !
im not sure if i were able to update my blogs frequently.
cause i seriously wanna mug.
two more moths, and bf asked me to study now.
i dont wanna regret anymore for not studying.
haha.
right now, all i wish for is myself to practice some discipline
as in, less sleeping time,
study more.
you know what i mean.
i hate taking exams !
but ive got no choice.
):
i wanna enjoy my study time.
ppl might think im nuts,
but i think ive gone insane ;P
hohoho
toodles
xoxo
ps: i need more people to guide me through and give me words of wisdom and pls keep motivate me, whoever. i dont care. haha
12:48:00 PM
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Happy Birthday Singapore !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !
yea, today is our country's birthday
but i dont feel the mood for celebrating.
haha.
sch's ndp wasnt that good.
like seriously pls.
i think this yr is the most disasterous.
ytd evening went to jb
sleepover at my grandmother's house
had family gathering cum the ndp celebration.
had lots of fun.
ytd was hilarious
with the karaoke and all.
damn enjoying myself la pls.
heh :D
i just dont wish to elaborate more.
heeee (:
O's getting nearer.
im worried.
oh and ive start studying.
is it too late?
hmphh !
toodles
xoxo
ps: im missing my sweetest boyfriend (:
11:44:00 PM
Monday, August 6, 2007
back
Heys,
blog again !
nothing much happened
just tat on saturday, went to Baybeats !
heeee.
with the cousins, their bf's and mine.
lols :D
had great fun
but it was thrice the no of ppl over there than usual one.
My grandfather was discharged from the hosp.
thank god (:
he's still quite ill i think.
no idea, but i hope he will be healthy again.
anw, had maths p2 test last fri and maths p1 test today.
i really hope i can pass.
seriously. i think i can do, but im not sure la.
many things been happening ard.
from friends to studies to family.
everything.
friends? dont mention.
some of them are pain in the ass.
all they know how to do is to ditched others, bitched , mock.
shesssh.
studies?
getting so stressed up.
my o lvl eng oral on 20th aug.
i hope i can ace through.
family, actually nothing.
ahaha.
still a big happy family !
heh.
national day ard the corner.
so cnnt wait for wed.
anw, i wonder why some ppl like to show off their eng
and some even proud that they are in jc.
got education but sadly they still have a low EQ.
its good to be proud but not arrogance.
im afraid they have not learn this in sch.
sadist people.
i pity them.
that refer to those who tagged.
hello you all !
and sakinah, finally u dare to puke ur name there.
hohoho. glad u have the courage to do so.
i thought u're a coward :DD
forget it, i dont care watever u ppl said.
go on and criticize coz i know u ppl are lack of confidence?
or wanna be the centre of attraction maybe?
second one suits better.
hoho.
toodles
xoxo
9:16:00 PM